Dear Diary 11

The art of learning to love yourself is a complicated one... It's being kind to yourself. Not being harsh on yourself when your not at where you want to be in life yet... Allah works in mysterious ways you might not get something because he has something better planned for you or you might just not get it straight away, its being patient.

It's getting up and trying again if your not successful instead of listening to the negative voices in your head. That paralyses you from doing the things you want to do.

Today I am grateful for:

Having a roof over my head and food on the table.

Family and friends without them I would be lonely.

I am grateful for having clothes.

Having technology to seek knowledge.

Having eyes to see and ears to hear.

Having a healthy body- Although I could eat better and exercise more.

I set up my sewing machine the other day and actually sewed in a straight line which I felt was quite accomplishment for me. Although it confused me and I thought I couldn't do it for a minute. I think I'll start from sewing basic items. Then eventually start sewing my own clothes and from there get to sewing clothes that I could sell online. I've decided to focus on one skill and I thinks that is it. Which hopefully I'll be working towards being a designer.

I should probably start doing my To-Do list again that worked for me in uni.

That's it for me today over and out- LOL