Dear Diary Day 3

Since I've deferred my course I have just been thinking about what to do with myself career wise. They don't teach you in school how to be productive and prepare you for the future. I guess that's just reserved for the upper class...

I have decided to become more disciplined with myself and start to create myself a timetable. I am going to go to the gym at 6:00 am, start eating more healthy, walk more and read motivational books. As well as, get rid of the devil we call a phone! I shall start to significantly reduce my screen time and Netflix. No more wasting my days away watching Netflix and binging on junk food. I have realised my mood significantly changes I have extreme highs and lows and I think its definitely to do with my diet.

I am going to make it a mission to network with people who are entrepreneurs and have successful business to see how I to can become like that. Because, there is no point reinventing the wheel, I need to go out there and take what I want instead of waiting for it to come to me. If I don't believe in myself who will. I need to work on my confidence and really start to work on my goals. I think I need a mood board...Wait how will I create that if I don't even know what I want to do? I guess I'll just have to figure it out Dr google here I come...

Yeah so my goal this year is to work on myself and think of a good business plan. Then we shall take it from there inshallah (god willing).

Ps. I didn't do day 3 (that's why I titled it 3/4) although I promised myself I'd do at least 10 posts in a row to see if I improve. I read somewhere that after the 10th post you get better at this blogging and bare in mind I've never even consistently journaled. No wonder I'm so bad at communicating my thoughts and feelings.